Wednesday, November 16, 2011

What Does Your Heart Say?

Love doesn't run love doesn't hide or turn away from a fight, as long as you're there. If you know what love is, then keep it close, keep it close to you, and never let it go unless it doesn't feel right. You could wish for the good or the bad, but either way its a wish that could happen by coincidence, or happen on a lucky day.




Some people wish the for the worst to happen to people, and some people wish the best to happen for people. This little girl growing up was full of sunshine, full of smiles, and as she grew up and became a beautiful mess. She looked back at her life and wondered, what happened. Every year her birthday came around, she wouldn't see her birthday as a birthday, but more like any other day.



You can tell people anything that you would consider the truth and at the same time not call it the truth. If you could fight for anything in the world would you go for it, or let it fly right out of your life. Would you take it seriously or take it lightly? Would you break it, if it didn't feel right, Or keep it a secret and ignore to see if it was really worth it? Your heart can tell you anything, but will you listen to your heart or watch it break?

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Tommorrow is Your Day

When I don't think about you, I still hear you're voice knowing that tomorrow is your day. Tomorrow is the day that you passed away that day, that was the week after I talked to you for the last time. Tomorrow is the day that I praise you in the storm, I praise you for doing what you did to live your life. I praise you for making the most of you're last moments. You left too early and you were too young to die, but death doesn't discriminate against age, so it takes anyone at any age in time.




So, I say sometimes I wish it was me in you're place and not you, although one day we will meet again in the after life. When I first heard the news you left, I couldn't stop crying at all, and although I had to hide my emotions. I couldn't stop crying at all, as tears ran down my cheeks turning me red, I kept thinking why? why now? Why couldn't you just wait longer, and left live a little bit more. Time has no limit, nor a set date when you will leave the world. Tomorrow is you're day not to be remembered as the day you passed, but to be remembered as the day you lived.

Friday, November 4, 2011

Darkness For Hope

At the bottom of every person's cold heart, is a small white light that is waiting to grow. Leaves fall through the seasons, as the winds pass through the air, as winter slips through the cracks of our doors, windows, and chimneys. Each day we look forward to something different, and we fall back at the same time. We forget who were are for a second, and realize we made an action against what we really believe in.




I could run from you, I could hide from you, I could disappear from you, but why should I even bother hiding anymore. I've hidden for so long, I can't even tell who I really am anymore. Every time I close my eyes, I see a brighter day whenever I talk to you. Every time I try to take off a mask, I can't seem to rip it off, and even if I just ease it off my face, it stays stuck.



If I shall fall let me fall, to the fall where I can never stand. Let me fall to the black of nothing, the black of broken lies and promises. If I fail, let me feel the slap of pain hit me a thousand times everyday, to know that there's always something, that can lift my lifeless body from the ground. I'm not broken, just chipped with A crack in the corner of my eye.



I thought I heard you say something, I thought I heard you say you wanted me around. Although I know your predictable lies, it makes no difference when you are telling the truth either. Doesn't matter what you say, doesn't matter how much you try to make me believe anything, they all just come up in lies. One thing I know is truth, I can never let you back in my life.




A crack in the eye, a scratch on the arms and a few cuts, with a bruise here or there, isn't much but memorial scars of my worse nightmare. A painful expression is filled with nothing but lonesome painful thoughts, but still she sits in the night sky surrounded by darkness as she shines. She knows she still has the hope to live the next day.