I got the wig from Lonnie... Second absolutely loves it. They think it's the shizz. I think it got really ratty this past year...
Here's a poem for first, in hopes that one day he will see it.
It hurts to go one day without you...
Somehow, I've managed two years
So cruel
the truth
so cold
I realize
I've developed a dependency on
you, & I'm suffering withdrawals.
Why so?
The cause
is my pain.
it becomes
too much
To bear alone, I miss you.
"Please come back to me"
I wanted so badly to say.
And Yet
I see you and I'm
Filled with the hatred
of all my lies
and all my secrets
I'm done.
Why do I keep
Telling Myself
These Lies?
I know He
Won't love
Me
So eloquently, you speak
to me, as if this were a game
do you
have a
clue as
to what you've done to me?
You're really that oblivious,
aren't you?
I can't
Believe
All the things you used to tell
me, the things we used to do.
you must
really not get it.
I was ALWAYS
There For you.
When You were
angry, when you
used to hit me, I
couldn't even think
straight, but you
were happy. Things
are better now.
and then there's the
fact that I never felt
safe around you.
you made me
cry much more
Than Any
Person
Ever,
Made
Me feel
USED.
But Prom
was so different.
I really thought
that you loved me
The next day, you
completely Broke my
HEART...
You know, you never
really did apologize.
I'm sorry for every
thing I've Put you
Through, and I just
figured that you really wouldn't
read my 100 reasons if I gave
them to you.
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